Words can't even begin to describe what I have been experiencing and feeling over the last couple of weeks. Life was already chaotic with work and rehearsals, and then God decided to throw a couple more complications in the mix.
I had to make one of the most difficult decisions of my life, choosing to break contact with one of my best friends because of some things happening in his life right now. It's tough because I want to be there for him right now, but I also know that being there could potentially exacerbate the situation. I know he's hurting because of my decision, but I'm sure it was the right decision to make.
In the midst of all that, God is teaching and growing me more and more into the woman He has called to be. The situation in my friend's life is evidence to me of what can happen when we refuse to deal with our issues. I'm seeing some of the possible effects of that decision, and it has renewed my commitment to dealing with some of my issues and beginning to walk in freedom before I make a commitment to another person for the rest of my life. Now if I could just learn how to be patient and content until that person comes along and asks for my heart. :-P
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